nostr:npub1xanjytp3clslynd2hxlnxg32jzz9wafxj9g4x6k28sjgljasd8wq3qjlvy nostr:npub1ajw6axeack23437kedc8pkwghneenrkh9ljfxxgxumr6t6k4rtvqecaj8d how am i still not there