“You're just not being honest with yourself at the end of the day, right? That's the problem. And you don't you don't have the fucking balls to be that way because it's fucking hard, dude, and it sucks. It sucks so much because you're just basically throwing yourself out of the society you live in to be like ‘fuck this man, I'm not doing this anymore. I'm just gonna go figure this out on my own.’” - nostr:npub1qex7yjtuucs6ac49kjujdgytrjsphn5a4pdscu2w3qlprym4zsxqfz82qk on nostr:npub10qrssqjsydd38j8mv7h27dq0ynpns3djgu88mhr7cr2qcqrgyezspkxqj8 

https://v.nostr.build/uDtVV5CC0DS4KePG.mp4 nostr:note18gk5wux0aahrrj4nltv9769harnhay7hsezn5f80s50axx3upxlqewja03