I get it. Well, if that distinction is clear. I'm not sure I believe in it. I've had too much to deal with to really think things will turn around for me.
Remember, good things take time, do good, be a good force and you will get good karma and you life will improve 👊🏼 Be strong 👊🏼
I'm more concerned with how it hasn't payed off at all in the past, that makes me very skeptical. My experience is: do good, get shit. Do more good, get more shit. Well, at least it's nice to see you being positive.