nostr:npub1q8nhcxa8t9zfk06ggqwpwcr64znkxvnwt2wgzqdtga920g355p4qdfkct8 @alex@gleasonator.com 

There's plenty of other settings! But the feeling of weird nerdy awkwardness generally persists the first few sessions until you've adjusted no matter the setting or system.

It's stepping out of your comfort zone and trying something new. Always a bit difficult, I'd say.