nostr:npub1c57hfwynxkarccttpyc4k9j42nsec2ccpl4aye8n3ernm5cv7jyqrrawu5 i literally just started a new way of handling all of that! i'm so proud of myself and would be happy to tell you about it if you'd like! but im feeling hopeful about that shit now because i figured out how my adhd brain worked and was able to sit down and take care of some structural things. 😭